Sunday, April 17, 2011
Life's Challenges
It's not about who won or who got hurt in the end. It's about finding clarity, accepting what happened and growing up.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
Crossing the Finish Line
I still remember it quite clearly. It was noon. The sun was scorching. In the back of my mind, I knew I wasn't ready and that I was scared, but I had to proceed, nevertheless. My body exuded otherwise; I was in my ready-to-start position.
"Ready... Set... Go!" I ran as fast as I could.
My strategy was not at all ideal. My coach always said that I should save my energy for later, yet during that time, I felt that I could maintain my speed. At times, I felt that I should slow down, but I fought hard stubbornly. I kept running. My competitors were far behind me. I was winning...
for the most part, until the last 100 meters of the final round. I ended up landing in the fourth place --- a position low enough not to get a medal.
I almost had it. Victory was only a few meters and seconds away. I had the lead, but ended up to well, nothing.
Looking back, I realized that several times in different instances I have been like this in life: giving everything to achieve something, and when I'm only a few inches away from succeeding, I hold back or give up the last minute. Perhaps I cannot be entirely ready for anything and maybe Fear will always there lingering in the shadows, but this time, I want to be courageous enough to complete well whatever it may be that I have so passionately started and to be deaf to Fear's intimidation.
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